So here I am. Once again. Working my behind off just for you. It's ridiculous because it's 2:53am right now and I'm trying to finish all my work in one sitting, way ahead of the due date, out of my ordinary procrastination style...JUST so I can spend some extra time with you before you leave. Blessing in disguise?
No.
Maybe.
No.
In other news, once I get really into writing something, my ideas just start flowing. I love that about writing papers late at night (ahem! early morning) because there's no one awake, facebook is dead so there aren't any distractions, and most importantly you're in a different state of mind. I've done experiments with my work ethic and have concluded that I work best under pressure. If I do my work in advance, I put little to no heart into the actual work. If I'm under pressure, I'm quick to find exactly what it is I need to say. Every single university professor always says "don't leave this to the last minute, we can read right through your bullshit" but they really can't. Maybe I'm an exception.
Maybe I could do better.
Maybe I'm not that great of a student.
Maybe tomorrow I'll walk outside and get hit by a bus.
But you and I both know that if we lived by maybe's and what if's... well we wouldn't really be living now would we?
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